Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
Hey yall;
school been pretty shitty.
&HAHA. vanessa and i are gonna get private one-to-one tuition with miss nandar!(or something like that). CAUSE WE BOTH COULDN'T DO OUR TEST PAPER & WE LEFT IT BLANK!
hahaha.
awesome.
yea; miss jac yip didn't come for geography AGAIN. like walau please i'm so gonna fail geography; PLEASE PRAY THAT I DON'T YALL. sigh. anyway; cause she didn't come, mrs jaya came. she relieved my class. & STARTED TEACHING ME MATHS! wtf. she made me practice it like crazy. i went ballastic. mrs jaya kept saying:
"SHEPHERDSON! STOP SLACKING. PRACTICE YOUR MATHS!" gahhh. that's what happens when you meet a person with a surname like mine. easy to remeber & hard to forget. (: guess its a good thing IF of course; you're good. in which i am so not.
TALKING about my surname. i had the shock of my life today. my name was announced during morning assembly. &GAHHHHHHH. i was shocked shitless mann. I MEAN FIRST TIME MY BLOODY NAME WAS ANNOUNCED TO THE WHOLE SCHOOL. hahaha. i thought i was in DEEP trouble. but it was only for the stupid my card which i was deprived for for about nearly 2 months. DAMN.
CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH. write trouble down on the stupid paper only to crush it up & throw it away; STUPID WATSE OF TIME FOR ASSEMBLY. nothing else better to do yall. SIGH. assembly= boring.
OKAY;
note to self:
thurs( TOMORROW) - out with louis before going to risen christ for church. REMEMBER TO BRING CASH :/
friday, saturday & sunday- out to different churches. DON'T FORGET WHICH ONES YER GOING TO.
next thurs - stay back to cook baked rice(WHATEVER THAT MEANS!) for ij-fiesta07'. don't forget. remind me yall. BUT MOST OF ALL: DON'T POISON PEOPLE. (:
next thurs - SET UP BOOTH FOR IJ-FIESTA 07'. 3six IS THE SEX(:
take care yall (:
I LOVE :D
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.
Cause baby I'm tired, tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
4:57 PM
With Love ;
♥debs